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ok. so. school...first two days have sucked. Not one minute into the door and i got some snide comment from whome i was guessing was a freshman, and that killed my morning. but after getting over that, i was pretty cheery. im taking seven classes all year round and im luckyenough to have most all of my classes with friends-and im taking some that i happen to enjoy, such as russian studies and advanced writing (though it turns out my wonderfully british adv writing teacher doesnt care for abstract writing which is what i do...fuck. ) And russian studies is really great. Im a little proud to know all the alphabet already so i can do alot of the things weve done thus far easily. (wahoo). And i will have debate class second semester and that will be fun. (i can argue quite well i will admit...be that good or bad haha i think its my only true talent.) But yes.
With good. Comes evil.
I have chemistry followed by math and then french. My three least favorite classes primarily because i suck in them. French wouldnt be so bad if i didnt get it..because i enjoy language..but meh. But god.
Chemistry; a compilation of everything from physical science and biology that i didnt comprehend.
Geometry: i think that speaks for itself. two days in and i have no fucking clue what im doing. -fail- (but at least i can ask this teacher questions unlike the hellspawn of a 'teacher' i had last year)
And god. ART.
I feel like a...not quite mentally functioning kindergardener in that class. seriously. you would think she was teaching preschoolers. Very, very nice woman. But honestly. i know what a hand looks like. i just. ugh. i hate art class. i always do. i dont get along with art class. and ive been hiding the fact that im anartist from her so that she doesnt have high expectations from me. (which is what happens when they see that i do in fact understand how to put pencil to paper. totally not fair. especially seeing as i cant draw anything but people, and theyre convinced i can. which i cant. because i suck like that.)
But yeah. Adjusting to being a junior. And...i feel like the last two days wouldnt have been too bad.
If our school wasnt fucking 100+ degrees with stifling humidity. Yea. It fucking sucks. I dont function in heat..but fortunately we found and managed to squeeze into one of the few air conditioned rooms in the school last period. and it put me in a much better mood (i get really crabby when im hot. its gross. and we had picture day today too. wtf. ) but yeah. theres suppossed to be a storm rolling in that will kill this humidity and shit with any luck. -crosses fingers- im really looking forward to fall.
I plan on trying to keep up with updating..but its hard because suddenly im swamped with hw, and the past two days ive been hardly able to keep my eyes open when i get home..but i will try. and imma get my commissions done and such. -sigh- ok. done boring journal done.
Ilu guys-andthanks to all my watchers, you keep me motivated.
ps. spelling. grammar. im too tired to bother. forgive me.
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